There are times when i envy some of my friends a lot! They are just so loved by so many people naturally, without doing much. I guess, being loved is such a beautiful thing. However, do people really know what they really have and try all ways and means to keep it safe and never let go?I don't think so! Many people take things for granted but what is their blessing is that they have friends whom they don't know of, trying their best to make them feel happy and loved always. These people may have overlooked the "oblivious" friends around them as they are already so loved that they do not even realise that there was actually that another person who loves them.
Perhaps, the people who are loved may one day realise that one person that had been trying to reach out to them. Would it be too late then? No one knows for sure. Trying to make others trust you sure is difficult. But, to me, the most important thing is to perservere and never give up! I believe that it is indeed easier to give up rather than to hold on so tightly. However, if you would give up so early, ask yourself, why in the first place, you had wanted to grab hold of it? Friends are hard to find and it is indeed encouraging that when you are down, they are always there to pull you up.
Being that category of friends is what i aspire to be. Be it being the darlings of your friends or your friends are the dears of you deep inside. What's inside might not need to be make known and it shall be satisfying when you've found someone who can feel it without you trying so hard to make them understand.
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6:35 AM
There are many times when sometimes we ourselves feel that we can't trust our own family anymore. You trusted them enough but when you least expected, they would tell others that we might not want to be let known. News spread fast and in my experience, i feel that i can only tell both the things that make me happy as well as unhappy to my friends in school. It's disappointing when someone mistakes you for something you didn't do and at the same time, doesn't give you the chance to explain yourself, assuming that you are doing the wrong thing and that they are always right. Don't people ever try to tell right from wrong even if they are not in a very good mood?
Fortunately for me, i have friends who cares for me and that i can tell them about anything under the sun. I never had to worry whether they would brush my problems aside but in any situation, still want to hear me shout my heart out. It may seem childish to think this way but for me, it's really heart-wrenching if you can't even trust your own family.
To me, friends are the most important people that are in my life even though they are not really part of my real family. They are the people who let you cry your hearts out and not make you feel alone when you are. Just to hear their voice and know that they're there for you is good enough no matter what happens. That's why, they are always the ones who pick me up from my fall and make me feel happy and full of confidence again. Their sincere smiles are the best things that they have ever given me.
Thank you to all my beloved friends out there who know that you've helped me in one way or the other. I've never forgotten who you guys are and i never will. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU!
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